ItsCantoneseforloyalty.Iamoldschool.Ibelieveinloyalty,inbrotherhood,andlayingdownyourlifetoproveyourloyalty.IdunknowwhereIgotmyprinciplesfrom.MaybefrommyoldganginschoolwhereIriseuptherankstobetheheadofboththeMalayandChinesegangs.MaybeitsfromwatchingtoomuchHongKonggangstermovies.Wateverthereason,Ihavebecomeoneofthose"stupid"soldiersthatfollowordersevenwhentheyknowtheirsuperioriswrong.Butthatsmyprincipleofbeingloyal.Youchoosewhoyoufollowandyoufollowwithoutquestion.Ihadsomebosse (immediatesuperiors)thattotallydoesnotunderstandthis.Iamvocal,andwhenIamunhappy,ImakeitknownthatIamnothappy,butthatdoesntmeanIwontfollowtheordersgiven.Twopersoncomestomind,YCChongandLorraine.YCChonginDymaxwasmymarketingmanager.Iamloyaltohimbuthewillalwaysfindwaystobackstabmeandtryingtomakemylifemiserable.Heclaimsthatheisverygoodinusingpeoplebuthedoesntknowhowtouseme.Stupidbastard!Lorraine,whatcanisayabouther.ShewasmyteamleadinVADS.IwassoloyaltoherthatifshetoldmenottotakeupmypromotionIwouldhaveturneditdown,butinsteadofappreciatingmyloyaltytoher,shegoesandfightmeallthewayandstartedallkindsofpolitics.TocallherabitchwouldonlyinsultallthebitchesthatIrespectoutthere.Godknowswhatwasgoingthruhermind.WhydidIbringupthewholeloyaltystory? Inowhaveabossandanunofficialboss.MyofficialbossisHandunofficiallyBenisalsomybossasheismybigbro.Professionally,Ihavesomedifficultieswiththemonsomeissues,butthisisnormalasweareallstrongindividualswithevenstrongerpersonalities.ItdoesnthelpthatIliketoconfrontwhiletheyprefernotto.Ihavenoproblemswiththat.ButnowadaysIamjustworriedthatmyloyaltytothemwouldcausemeunhappiness.BeingastrongbelieverinYeeHeihascausedmelotsofpainpreviously,butithasalsohelpedmetoidentifyverygoodbrosandsis.AgainIwanttosaythis,Ihatepolitics,Iwillnotplaypolitics.Idomyjobtomybestability,andIwilltryandrespectdecisionsthatisnotinmyfavor.Thecompanycomesfirstandmypersonalfeelingsissecondary,butpleasedunmakemeregretpledgingmyloyaltybecauseunfortunately,Icanbeyourbestfriend(bro)butIcanalsobeyourworseenemy.Idonotaskforrecognition.Idonotaskforpersonalrewards.Ijustaskthatyoubefrankwithmeanddunplayaroundbehindmyback.Imightbecrazybutyoumustbenutstomesswithme.
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