Open Road

Ahhh……

Just came back from a road trip.

Work related but this one is different.

Normally I travel with someone but this time I was alone.

I needed it.

It brings back memories of me travelling alone up and down Malaysia.

Just me on the open road.

Blasting my music to the max.

Stopping whereever I want to.

Smoking whenever I want to.

Still missed my baby….. but I needed the break to clear my mind.

Its all good!

Need A Break

I have an undertone of seething anger.

I have an urge to strike out physically.

I feel a need to pummel someone in the face.

No no….. I am not turning into a serial killer.

Just this dark, negative feeling lurking underneath.

I know it will be gone in a few days but I don’t like it.

Just having a few bad days.

Time off in the field will do me good.

Need a change of scenery to cool me down.

Thank God I will be away for six straight days.

I need distraction.

This is my world…… if I don’t shape it, someone else will.

Another Pic

Here is a decent picture.

I am not gonna change the other pic though.

And here are my reasons:

It shows you have a healthy appetite. Therefore, you are healthy.

You do not care about how the other patrons perceive you. Shows you are confident.

Shows you in American Chilli’s. Meaning you have taste.

That’s a big chomp on the burger. Big mouth… handy. *wink wink*

Anyways, the pic depicts you as healthy, confident, has taste and got a big mouth.

A guy would have to be confident of himself to be attracted to those traits.

No more losers for you sis.

Its time to attract the confident ones!

1Malaysia?

I am living testament of 1Malaysia.

I am a Chinese married to a Malay.

My sister is an Indian.

My best friends are Indian, Chinese and Malay.

My brothers are Indian, Chinese and Malay.

My family are Indian, Chinese and Malay.

I go clubbing with them.

I party with them.

We are proud to be who we are.

We are Malaysians.

We don’t need politicians spewing 1Malaysia concept.

I see 1Malaysia all around me, in the clubs, restaurants, mamak stalls.

There is no racial tension but only the propaganda set by the government.

We are who we are and we are proud of it.

Happy Birthday Sis!

Just celebrated my sis birthday.

Happy Birthday Alyssa!

We had dinner at American Chilli’s at BSC.

Diane and Farin was there too.

Had tons of laugh.

Nothing beats laughing your heart out on your birthday.

Another year another birthday.

Ask her yourself if you want to know her age.

*wink*

Assume

Assume!

Yup….. why do people like to assume?

Is it so hard to just ask?

We make assumptions all the time…. but what sets us apart from losers is that we do not make decisions or accusations based on assumptions.

We make a judgement based on what we feel instead of what we know?

Wtf!

If you don’t know then ask!

What happen to the age old wisdom of questioning what you don’t know?

Too good to ask?

Too high and mighty to ask?

Its more efficient to assume and strike?

*sigh*

Keep going down that road and you will see your own downfall.

It is good to be confident, it is bad when you are over confident.

No man is an island, and every man is unique.

Assuming others can be or will be like you is wrong.

Not only is it wrong but it is arrogant to believe so.

Final Fantasy 9

As everyone knows, I am always playing my online games.

Call it an addiction or an obsession, it makes no difference.

I have always been into games.

But now, it seems I have only time for MMORPG.

I miss playing on my Playstation.

I miss playing my favourite game Final Fantasy 9.

It takes days if not weeks to finish it, but I really do enjoy it.

It is one of the best games that I have ever played.

I have already played it twice.

Will look forward to playing it again.

Al Fatiha

Two days before Raya, Mami Bujah passed away (Yana’s aunt).

Déjà vu, as Yana’s dad also passed away two days before Raya.

She was a great lady who kept to herself and knows how to use common sense.

She will be missed by all who knows her.

Al Fatiha……

بِسْمِ اللّهِ الرَّحْمـَنِ الرَّحِيم
الْحَمْدُ للّهِ رَبِّ الْعَالَمِين
الرَّحمـنِ الرَّحِيم
مَـالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّين
إِيَّاك نَعْبُدُ وإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِين
اهدِنَــــا الصِّرَاطَ المُستَقِيمَ
صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أَنعَمتَ عَلَيهِمْ غَيرِ المَغضُوبِ عَلَيهِمْ وَلاَ الضَّالِّين

In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.
Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds.
The Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful.
Master of the Day of Judgement
To you we worship and to you we turn to in help.
Show us the straight path,
The path of those whom Thou hast favoured; Not the (path) of those who earn Thine anger nor of those who go astray.

Amin.

Raya?

Second day of Raya.

First day was all about eating and playing fireworks.

This year there isn’t much feel, Yana’s aunty just passed away two days before Raya.

I didn’t even buy any baju raya.

I didn’t even invite my mum to the house.

I am glad I can smoke again now.

Miss my smokes.

This is one raya I will gladly forget.

There must be more to Raya than just this.

I’m thinking more about work than anything else.

Just thankful that my baby is with me.

End Of An Era

Rizal, H, Ben and John.

That era is gone.

John left because he wasn’t performing.

He is one of the most knowledgeable person I know.

He knows every product there is in the market.

Unfortunately, he could not simplify his knowledge to be duplicated.

He confuses more than he enlightens.

It’s a loss that he left.

There is so much that he can contribute.

Ben…. My big bro Ben.

He left because he cannot cope financially.

He is one of the nicest person that I have ever met.

It is sad to see him go.

It is sad to see the circumstances that he is forced to leave.

Moving on… I’ll prove that the company will survive without them.

Not only survive, the company will be stronger than ever.

I am not bitter, I am just challenged.

I will prove that the company is strong.

I will prove that the company is THE company.

It will be their loss!

I Do Fast.... So?

I don’t see the problem.

During the fasting month, lots of people don’t understand why I fast.

The confusion is because during any other day, I am quiet the devil.

I am the last person that they expect me to fast.

Well, my rationale is that I am good for a month in a year. LOL

Whats there not to understand?

Any other day I would be the devil incarnated and during Ramadhan I would keep my pitchfork in the closet.

The only month where I see no evil, hear no evil and speak no evil.

Whats there not to understand?

I am collect sins on any other day and I repent for a month.

It’s a cycle and it works for me.

*wink*

Maaf Zahir Batin

I believe its been a month since I last blogged.

Just finished my last day of fasting.

Tomorrow will be Hari Raya Aidil Fitri.

So much has happened in the past 1 month.

Some good, some bad, some just plain ugly or sad.

Anyways, Maaf Zahir Batin to all who I have intentionally or unintentionally hurt.

I’ll update on happenings later.