Challenge Accepted!

Tomorrow is gonna be a true challenge for me.

For those who doesnt know, I am a Master Trainer that focuses on training in Indonesia.

I frequently go to Indonesia on weekends to conduct training.

H has informed me that I only do training in Indonesia and to ignore marketing and Malaysia.

He will hire a local trainer that can speak and train in Chinese.

Guess what, business picked up and I need to train tomorrow.

In Chinese!!!!

I am suppose to be supported by another trainer but that guy is not prepared and has just confirmed that he will be late.

The pressure is on me.

I am stressed out!!!

Wish me luck!

Smile?

Smile!!!

Thats what my baby likes to tell me.

Everytime I dont smile I look too serious.

Intimidating everyone around me.

Not my fault I am born with a fierce look.

I do not smile for no reason.

Currently there are a lot of reasons for me to NOT smile.

But I will smile when I smile.

My glass is half full.

There is hope.

I will smile!

Clubbing

Went clubbing last night.

Yes, I still club.

Been going to Gosh! whenever I get the chance.

Not as often as my baby, coz I am normally tired from work.

My usual gang, Diane, Jess and of course my baby.

I enter a club, grab a drink and sit back and take in the whole scene.

I love watching people.

No, no, no..... I am not just checking out the hot chicks, but I observe everyone.

Of course hot chicks get more of my attention *wink*

I only dance when I am buzzed.

If I am tired of the club scene I would follow The Big Band around like a teenage hormone charged groupie! LOL!

The band leader is my childhood friend and they play songs that I like.

For now, I am into the Gosh! scene.

It helps that I love watching my baby in "action".

*wink*

Back To The Mechanic!

The car during the weekend gave off a slight burning smell from under the hood.

Went to the mechanic with a sense of dread.

Well, the mechanic only took a minute of looking under the hood to notice there is oil leak.

The carburetor casing has cracked!!!

Argh!!!!!

On a positive note, the car is usable.

I just need to top up the engine oil all the time.

The mechanic will let me know the cost tomorrow.

The end of the month is not even near and I know I will be spending on the car......

Grrrrr.......

At least I have a job.

Think positive, think positive........

Filling In The Blanks: CNY

I am sooooo looking forward to the year of the dragon.

Not that I am superstitious but I have been told my luck will be better when the dragon year arrives.

With all the crap that has happened, how can I not be hopeful?

A few days before CNY, my mom needed to go for a back bone surgery.

She came out fine but she cant stand or sit for long duration.

That means no CNY cooking from her.

Its not the same without her cooking.

Gave me a glimpse of what CNY will be like when she is no longer around.

I dont like what I see.

I told myself when my finances are better, I will learn to cook from her.

Why not now?

Coz I am broke, and I would need to buy the raw ingredients to cook with.

Its not cheap.

Anyways, she cant teach yet.

Gotta wait for her to get back on her feet first.

Hence I only spend two days to celebrate CNY.

I promise I will cook like her (CNY dish) before the end of the year!

Filling In The Blanks: Birthday

Bless my darling's heart.

She wanted to throw a party to celebrate my birthday.

I told her no.

Financially we cant afford it.

I dont need to celebrate every birthday.

It didnt help that I am still guilty for not celebrating her birthday.

Just knowing that she is always by my side is good enough for me.

Knowing that she loves me is a present that keeps giving.

I love you baby!

Filling In The Blanks: New Years

I started the New Years at home.

Had close friends come over and it was a simple affair.

Thank you Mei Lyn, Diane and Alyssa for coming over.

Its nice to know that during hard times, friends are always there for you.