Its Pouring

You know the saying when it rains it pours?

Well, today is one of those days.

Nothing seems to be going right.

First there was the frustration of transportation to JB.

Thought I solved it by driving down myself and looking forward to breaking fast with my baby, but change of plans, I cant go.

Then news from Italy broke, and it wasn’t positive.

Cant get the right size for the knee guard and her knee is in so much discomfort.

Then the issue of Jeremy giving me “the” letter.

Hey…. Its only 1pm.

Things are definitely looking downhill from here.

Keeping my fingers crossed that it will get better.

*sigh*

An Inappropriate Question

An appropriate question.

Do you have any kids?

An inappropriate question……

Why?

Family planning?

You don’t like kids?

Are you trying?

Argggh…..

Why must the majority of society likes to ask that?

Its personal and its none of your business.

You don’t have to push your values and your perspective of family down my throat.

So this is some of the responses you will get when you again ask those inappropriate questions.

1. Its hard to have a kid when I keep unloading down her mouth.

2. I have seen your kids, its not encouraging.

3. I can make kids? Do give me the details!

4. What is your take on anal sex?

5. I’m afraid I might be a paedophile and I am not into incest.

6. Its hard to practice kamasutra if she is pregnant.

7. I enjoy eating her so much I am done before the main event.

8. I stop trying when the neighbours lodge a complaint that we were keeping them awake all night.

9. I cant afford to buy new beds anymore after breaking my last 3 in a month.

10. Want to come watch and see what am I doing wrong?

*wink*

Thank You

The Holy month is upon us again.

A time to remember where we came from and to give thanks for all that were received.

There is so many things that I would give thanks to….

My career.

My health.

But most of all……

I believe the song best explains it all.

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Girl it's been a long, long time comin', yes it has
But I, I know that it's been worth the wait
It feels like springtime in winter
It feels like Christmas in June
It feels like heaven has opened up it's gates for me and you

Every time I close my eyes
I thank the lord that I've got you
And you've got me too
And every time I think of it
I pinch myself cuz I don't believe it's true
That someone like you loves me too

Girl I think that you're truly somethin', yes you are
And you're, you're every bit of a dream come true, yes you are
With you baby, it never rains
And it's no wonder
The sun always shines when I'm near you
It's just blessing that I have found somebody like you

To think of all the nights I've cried myself to sleep
You really oughta know how much you mean to me
It's only right, it's only right
(In my life) that you be in my life right here with me
Oh baby, baby, yeah

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Remember The Forgotten

The photo above is the Pulitzer Prize winning photo taken in 1994 during the Sudan famine. The picture depicts a famine-stricken child crawling towards a United Nations food camp, located a kilometer away.

The vulture is waiting for the child to die so it can eat it. This picture shocked the whole world. No one knows what happened to the child, including the photographer, Kevin Carter, who left the place as soon as the photograph was taken.

Three months later, he committed suicide due to depression.

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I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See Their Needs

A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere To Go
That's Why I Want You To Know

I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself,
And Then Make A Change

I've Been A Victim Of A Selfish Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With Me

I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself,
And Then Make A Change

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I Cry When I Have No Shoes, Until I Saw A Man With No Feet

Live Your Own Life

Hahahahaha……

Its so amusing.

I had a few feedbacks about my previous blog.

I was told to remember the saying “Don’t fight with pigs….”

Let him live his life.

Leave him alone.

That was my intention.

I have already cut him out of my life.

It saddens me that I had to do what I did, but I did it coz he needed to learn from his mistakes.

It seems he didn’t learn at all.

He still haven’t found himself.

He is living another’s person’s life.

If he is grateful for what my sis and her hubby did, I can still bear with it.

But he embarrassed them, makes them feel bad, does not show respect….

He feels that the kids are part of his.

He feels that he is part of the family.

He is imposing himself on them.

And he thinks he is doing something right.

That’s the saddest part of all.

He doesn’t even know what he did wrong.

He thinks he is doing them a favour.

OMG……

Get your own family.

That’s living your own life.

You do have your own family

Go impose yourself on your own sister.

Better still, get yourself a girl.

Stop hanging around a married woman.

Stop saying and doing things that makes her feel uncomfortable.

Stop telling the whole world what you did with her.

You are a friend, act like a friend, don’t be a pest.

But its too late for that now.

You have crossed the line too many times.

The line is a dot to you now.

Hahahahahaha………

My advice to you is still the same.

Find yourself.

Know who you are.

You cant do that by living in a cocoon thinking everything you do is right.

You cant do that by leeching off other people’s life.

Reflect……

It is time for reflection.

Its Complete!

Yes, its official.

I have finally added the final piece to the puzzle.

I have now travelled to all the states in Malaysia.

Perlis, Kedah, Penang, Perak, Selangor, Negeri Sembilan, Melaka, Johor, Pahang, Terengganu, Kelantan, Sabah and at last…. Sarawak.

Some might say that its nothing to shout about but you will be surprised how many Malaysians have not done it.

At least I have…. So boo hoo to you, sour grapes.

Anyways, Kuching is as hot as KK.

Was on a very tight schedule, didn’t have the opportunity to try their local delicacies.

Will definitely go back to explore.

=))

Disoriented

I woke up to my alarm at 6am.

Yeah… its early.

I have a flight to catch and wanted to find a great parking spot.

Still sleepy, so I pressed the snooze button.

God bless the snooze inventor.

Then I turn over and noticed…… no one there.

Was wondering why is she up so early?

Noticed that the bathroom light is off.

The living room lights are not on.

Could she be online in the dark?

Then I remembered….. she is some where else.

Damn…. I miss her.