Raya?

Second day of Raya.

First day was all about eating and playing fireworks.

This year there isn’t much feel, Yana’s aunty just passed away two days before Raya.

I didn’t even buy any baju raya.

I didn’t even invite my mum to the house.

I am glad I can smoke again now.

Miss my smokes.

This is one raya I will gladly forget.

There must be more to Raya than just this.

I’m thinking more about work than anything else.

Just thankful that my baby is with me.

End Of An Era

Rizal, H, Ben and John.

That era is gone.

John left because he wasn’t performing.

He is one of the most knowledgeable person I know.

He knows every product there is in the market.

Unfortunately, he could not simplify his knowledge to be duplicated.

He confuses more than he enlightens.

It’s a loss that he left.

There is so much that he can contribute.

Ben…. My big bro Ben.

He left because he cannot cope financially.

He is one of the nicest person that I have ever met.

It is sad to see him go.

It is sad to see the circumstances that he is forced to leave.

Moving on… I’ll prove that the company will survive without them.

Not only survive, the company will be stronger than ever.

I am not bitter, I am just challenged.

I will prove that the company is strong.

I will prove that the company is THE company.

It will be their loss!

I Do Fast.... So?

I don’t see the problem.

During the fasting month, lots of people don’t understand why I fast.

The confusion is because during any other day, I am quiet the devil.

I am the last person that they expect me to fast.

Well, my rationale is that I am good for a month in a year. LOL

Whats there not to understand?

Any other day I would be the devil incarnated and during Ramadhan I would keep my pitchfork in the closet.

The only month where I see no evil, hear no evil and speak no evil.

Whats there not to understand?

I am collect sins on any other day and I repent for a month.

It’s a cycle and it works for me.

*wink*

Maaf Zahir Batin

I believe its been a month since I last blogged.

Just finished my last day of fasting.

Tomorrow will be Hari Raya Aidil Fitri.

So much has happened in the past 1 month.

Some good, some bad, some just plain ugly or sad.

Anyways, Maaf Zahir Batin to all who I have intentionally or unintentionally hurt.

I’ll update on happenings later.

The Climb

Yup, I just watched the movie Hannah Montana

It was an entertaining movie and my fav part would be when she sang The Climb

The lyrics are very meaningful

I am sure a lot of people will relate to it

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I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

Ramadhan

Just finished my first day of puasa.

There is a lot I am thankful for this time of year.

I am thankful for….

My wonderful other half, who is always there for me.

My gals who will be back in Malaysia in December.

My vacation to Beijing this November.

My understanding boss, H, who is both whacky and unpredictable.

My health and the health of my loved ones.

And of course, my friends that I love.

Another 30 days to go.

*burp*

Best Monday Ever!

Woohooooo……

After nearly two years of no news and not seeing my gals, I got a sms.

It asked am I still using the same number?

I answered yes and asked who is that?

The message came from the mother of my daughters.

They are coming back to Malaysia for the Christmas holidays.

And I get them for 3 days 2 nights.

I’m soooo excited.

Best Monday ever.